I tried to hide the terror in my eyes

So that you wouldn't have to see me like this

Trembling arms, clammy hands

Clawed at my ears to stop the voices in my head

I thought that visiting would restore me

I thought that was what I had been missing

But I'm sorry to say that this only make me worse

I don't have a bed for now

But I'm shaking alone on this couch

And just like Dan did

I think I'm finally going to

Break break break down

Only this time I'll do it silence

So no one will know

I'm slowly dying from the inside out.