I tried to hide the terror in my eyes

So that you wouldn't have to see me like this

Trembling arms, clammy hands

Clawed at my ears to stop the voices in my head

I thought that visiting would restore me

I thought that was what I had been missing

But I'm sorry to say that this only make me worse

I don't have a bed for now

But I'm shaking alone on this couch

And just like Dan did

I think I'm finally going to

Break break break down

Only this time I'll do it silence

So no one will know

I'm slowly dying from the inside out.

Dissolving on the inside, fractured on the out

I tell my self "take care, take care, take care

Don't let this overcome you"

But the dream ended long ago

And I can't sleep away this nightmare

Its starts all over each time I open my eyes

Anything would be better than this ride

But I can't stop the car

Or open the door

The ship is sinking

There isn't a life vest in sight

And I've forgotten how to swim.

So for now I will delay the inevitable

And drown a little slower.